James Mckenna - Something Everyone Will Hate Lyrics

I can't escape my own
As each day that I own
I inch closer to death
I fear no god
Other than myself
And I dont feel mortal till I've run out of breath
But I'll find sometime that I tried my best
At being the worst possible person to ever breathe air into this chest
To find out that the shit I relinquished
Was a fortune cookie blessing that didn't mean shit
Cause every time I look up at the clouds I want to believe
That there is meaning behind the simple things I conceive
Well hey it's been a while since we've last talked
And for some reason I find it so easy to walk
Out into the forest and just sit there for hours
But I can never seem to grasp the idea of a conversation
About anything other than you me and my creation
And whoever the f*ck philosophers observations
Who sits in his jail cell or in his basement
Watching tv to stop him from being crazy
But the shit that the show is not what my body is craving
So instead I sit inside pretending to create
Something who's shoes I could never break in
Cause the mold is much to tough for my soft pale skin
Pale from staying indoors all day long and doing nothing
Pale from staying up late and not eating
Pale from losing weight and being scared I'm dying
And maybe it's the reason
Why (?)
And it was by accident
So therefore the aftermath was afternoon and after math class in Spanish
And my heart is flawed my heart is damaged
And everything I f*cking love seems repulsed away and distant from me
So what the f*ck am I to do when I'm so afraid to step on your shoes cause of all the shit I feel I've caused
But maybe if I had never searched for some meaning
I never would've found myself at the side of a bridge screaming
What's the purpose to keep on breathing
What's the purpose to not just f*ck what's the purpose to not just up and leave
Be homeless be free
Shave my head and rebel against what you call soothing
What's the purpose to these rules
Or in the shoes I wear
Or in the illusion of love
Or deceit of maturity
And the need to always have money to survive
What's the purpose
What's the purpose
I'll claim to care for the world but destroy it faster than you
It's the Canadian pride in my blood
And I have so much land so my footstep isn't as grand
When they try to find out who's at fault for it
I'm opposed to urbanization because it kills the aesthetic
And I'm for these simplistic things that claim to plant seeds to bright future of our shared nation
(Do as I say)
Open the door so you can move north and force all the feathers and birds up further
And they'll be ignored cause it's not what our leaders stand for
They're much more worried with logos than the world
Or how they'll get coverage before the next election
(Do as I say)
The problems are only outside of my nation
For where I'm from has none whatsoever
I live in a giant mansion far away from my work
I live in suburbia
Don't blame me for the lifestyle I lead
(Not as i do)
It leaves all the trees but kills the things that surround me