I been waiting for a long time
For someone or something to ease my mind
I'm so lonely sometimes
But i don't give off signs
So it hit them by surprise
When they finally realized
I feel lonely too
I feel lonely too
I don't have the biggest fanbase but i got a lot of friends
They looking out for me, prolly will to the end
And my team is pretty cool, we might change the rules
Give paris a new sound, they got the tools
I'm making moves in a solemn way
That means a lot of contemplation
I don't do vacation
After class i'm in creation
Mode and my confidence exploded cause i'm not bad
Im tryna get the resilience that pac had
I been waiting for a long time
I been waiting
I been taking time for granted
They say my point of view is slanted, i got no advantage
They f*ck with my antics, but sometimes i'm stranded
This shit demanding, and my life distracting
I spend my time by wasting it,
I'm waiting and the basis is
Half my days are packed the other slack so i embrace this shit
I finna make it big
I keep my shit undercover
So not one motherf*cker
Who wasn't in the studio
Knows what happened they can stutter
That might even be my brother
That might , be my mother
I think being confidential is what gets you out the gutter
I don't like being judged but i like being seen
Specially when my threads nice and i'm fresh and i'm clean
I don't post cause i want to,
I don't boast bitch i'm onto
New levels and i revel so they ready not impromptu
I might prompt you to believe some other shit i might be john pugh
I might pass tomorrow note that i don't want to
Figured once i signed i would have got through
These storms but i ain't so i guess that was untrue
I can't, i can't,
I put time in rolling then time starts flowing
When i'm on it
I been wasting time its fine
Cause i'm still in my prime with rhymes
But i'm not patient
I might break shit
I'm not ancient
I'm not aging
But i feel time
Sometimes it's flagrant
Cause i often get complacent
That's what blocks me from amazing
Them so i might leave
Got other places to be
I ain't be out in the street
Since they jumped me on repeat
And time was flying i was on the ground
I ain't die but life was frowns
I ain't lying i been down
Since i was 9 i never found
No motivation for my days
You can see it in my gaze
Sometimes i lose hope it's in my throat it's in the way
But i refuse to give time away
, i use it more wisely wait
Another day
More shit they altercate
There's too much violence i can't do shit
I might just sit,
On my balcony watching it in the clouds, i might slip
I'm halfway off and i'm just hanging,
Is it THC god dammit
James you changed last summer
I vanished,