Today (feat. Edmerald) Video (MV)

Today I feel like my dreams slipped away
I feel like everything i've ever wanted is running away
I feel like shit and i feel i might quit this today today today today

This morning i woke up no money More problems
It's no problem i know my God will solve them
On my knees i look to heaven ask some questions in a helpless tone
God i need suggestions?
He says my son in life you have to gamble
And i never ever give you situations you can't handle
I fall back to earth and i'm back with it
Bless myself father son the holy spirit trinity
Reflections from the mirror don't resemble divinity
And this grand man i was yesterday's not in vicinity
I go to my closet put on my best clothes
Cover up the pain pain of a wounded soul
So near yet so far and my soul deemed so far
It seems so easy but this shit is so hard
And today is just one of those days
I'm in a weird space and i need to get away hey

Today I feel like my dreams slipped away
I feel like everything i've ever wanted is running away
I feel like shit and i feel i might quit this today today today today

What's happening to me feel like im breaking off
Yesterday in my spaceship i was taking off
I pray but feel the words in my prayers lost
This negativity i have to shake it off
We look for happiness in the wrong places
We turn to drugs alcohol and girls with pretty faces
In the hope they take us places were we forget
All our failures flaws and our regrets
So please let me stay in this sweet fallacy
Cos where i am now it beats my reality
Its insanity inside i feel anarchy today stung me bad like i got bee allergy
And i'm down and life kicks, e to the ground
Truth be told i feel hopeless i need a miracle keep your condolence
Look at the state of me lately
Those who can relate to me don't forget to pray for me

Today I feel like my dreams slipped away
I feel like everything i've ever wanted is running away
I feel like shit and i feel i might quit this today today today today

I came so far but where do i go from here
It seemed like yesterday things they seemed so clear
But this thing called fear it took a hold of
I try to resist but it persist and now its taking over
The weight of the world on my shoulder
Socially this media got me feeling mediocre
See everywhere i go i see people living it up
How do i celebrate when on the verge of giving up?
I check my feed everybody doing well
Seems i'm the only one stuck on this temporary hell
I can't be the only one going through this
Feelings of failure got me feeling foolish
More so elusive i need today to be concluded
A broke believer i can't afford to lose this
No excuses the ship sails like cruises
Tomorrow is another day i'll find my way through this

Today I feel like my dreams slipped away
I feel like everything i've ever wanted is running away
I feel like shit and i feel i might quit this today today today today
Today I feel like my dreams slipped away
I feel like everything i've ever wanted is running away
I feel like shit and i feel i might quit this today today today today