JAPES - follow me, so venus goes Lyrics

I waited far too long
Lost and left behind
Now you're wrapped in his arms
I'm tangled in my mind

Your questions aren't wrong
Ironic are the blind
And though I sleep through dawn
The dusk wastes no time

But easy is the pain
Gentle comes the rain
The rain

Blue as the sky in the storm
My memories are broken
The marble columns crumble to rows

But you would cry left alone
And my guilty conscience born again
Would trial me with no one to hold
Oh I don't really know where to go

The days are getting smaller with every passing glance
But they're longer than the night
And I'd spend the next few decades with you if I got the chance
But that future's not in sight any longer
Any longer

And I wish I could go back to before you knew me
I don't wanna live inside a Ghibli movie
And I'm afraid of everyone who knows you better
And I can't find my favorite sweater
I can't hold my thoughts and my emotions together
I don't really ever wanna live without you
I can't even remember what it is about you
It is about you

Easy is the pain
Gentle comes the rain
The rain

Clear as the Moon, half past four
My memories are torn
The marble columns crumble to rows

But I don't cry when I'm alone
'Cause my younger self I watch from home
Would smile back with no one to hold
Oh I don't really know where to go
Oh I don't really know where to go
Yeah I don't really know where to go