Jared Ryan - Trying to see Lyrics

I was your slave, you know
You misbehave for show
I waited for eight months or more
And I kept knocking at your door
Hoping you would open up

It's not about you darling
But I, I can't pretend
I can't tell if you're trying your best
Now he's somewhere taking off your dress
I do the things I need
That's why you noticed me
Now I can't help but be
The one who tries to help you see

I wait so long
You're just now moving on
Why'd you have to go
You came to my first show
You don't even like him
That don't mean much
You don't know
What's the time or where to go

How do you even fall asleep at night
Can't get you off my phone
Please just come and take me home
It's not the only way
I just wanna hear you say

How do you even fall asleep at night
I've been so obsessed
And you're stuck in my head
It's such a mess
It's not enough for me
Oh you could be
But maybe one day
You will see