How you doing love
It's been a while love
It's been a minute since I've seen that pretty smile love
Where you been love, who you with huh
You walk around with him like you don't really miss us
Last time we spoke there was nothing more to discuss
You said forever but I guess that ain't my business
You were always stronger so I guess you're moving on
I'm just sitting here trying to put my pain into a song
Tear it out my notebook then I crumple that shit to a ball
Toss is in the air yelling 'Kobe' trying not to bawl
Look at me, grown ass man but I'm sappy as shit
Need a fix, give me a dose of that happiness quick
Get me out this party and put my ass back in the crib
Feet up on the table, Call of Duty relaxed with a spliff
Play me some good music and pass me my pad and my pen
Hold up, I'll be back in a sec
As I get older, I begin to understand the rain
Shake hands with the void, make friends with the pain
Come to terms with the fact that things will never be the same
Make sense of the fact that we're all trying to find our way
And sometimes we get lost trying to follow the wrong signs
And sometimes two people meet at the wrong time
And sometimes you'll try and maybe you'll both fly
Then most times you'll fall and maybe you'll both cry
But we don't try, self love is the right trend
If we don't like someone all we do is just swipe left
That's messed up, nobody's perfect, it's a process
A diamond in the dirt is never starting off as flawless
But you knew that, there's plenty fish in the sea
I f*ckin hate that saying, find another fish like me
Go ahead, I'ma wait right here
In the meantime I'ma crack open another beer
And kick my feet up