Jasper - Cold Lyrics

I can feel the demons on my shoulder
The weather getting colder
On the street feeling like a soldier
Special forces, running these courses
With no endorsements
Cos' they don't support this
This shits just to real for you to listen to
Its for the kid cooped up in his living room
Who just blew his brain out smoking blue dream
Thinking bout' the girl he loves in the blue jeans
Its for the mum i know who's nothing but a drug fiend
Who's only hope was the suck seed to succeed
And for my mate in his bathroom who slit his wrist
And hasn't told anyone he's dealing with some other shit
So cold so cold so cold
Why the f*ck does my heart feel so cold
And why the f*ck does this life get so hard
Why the f*ck do my thoughts get so dark
So cold so cold so cold
Just trying to find peace in my heart and my soul
Just trying to cheat death coz' i know he's getting closer
Or do i just quit and curl up on my sofa

So cold i'm freezing
Battling with my demons
Coz' everybody is scheming
But i'm just to busy dreaming, dreaming
So cold i'm freezing
Battling with my demons
Coz' everybody is scheming
But i'm just to busy dreaming, dreaming

I had a dream bout' a bad bitch and a couple stacks
Saw myself with a scale and a couple racks
The only goal in the game is to double that
And now a few years later i feel scummy as
Coz' profit earned isn't worth all the bridges burnt
When real friends turn their back it's when it really hurts
Make yourself feel better with a gucci purse
But when you stare into the mirror then you'll see your worth
And all you see staring back is fakeness
You hide behind a screen coz' facebook left you faceless
Man i can't take this
Coz' i grew up with some real ones who didn't have shit
So they'd take it
I guess the worlds changing
Its all getting harder
Just trying to be half as smart as my father
The streets getting darker
Everything's cold
So sit back just watch this disaster unfold

So cold so cold so cold
Why the f*ck does my heart feel so cold
And why the f*ck does this life get so hard
Why the f*ck do my thoughts get so dark
So cold so cold so cold
Were all gonna die i don't wanna grow old
So you can find me out the back with my shovel
Ill save you the trouble and dig my own hole

So cold i'm freezing
Battling with my demons
Coz' everybody is scheming
But i'm just to busy dreaming dreaming