Depressions taking over my mind
I been battling these demons
Im suppressing inside
Been ignoring all this anger
I got built up inside
I feel alone and broken
Causing me to wear a disguise
Like im so fine
Yeah im so fine
But behind closed doors is where the truth shines
And un-forgiveness in my heart is where the root lies
Gotta sever that
Because its killing me
I
Don't know what to do
I don't know how to move
And though I make the music
Im scared of facing it too
I know I should forgive
I promise Im trying too
But the one I should forgive
Is writing these words to you
I love you so much
What an empty phrase
I thought I knew the meaning
But it ain't never the same
A couple words thrown
To spark the feeling of gay
But they so much more than what your feelings portray
A shame
We steady take these words for granted
Carry so much power
We don't understand it
But I pray one day
I will understand these words
And the person in the mirror will feel the power for sure
The truth is we all gonna have battles
Some gone be good
Some worse
You just gotta be brave enough to face it