Jaw - Past Lyrics

Tell me what it feel like
Bloodshot eyes with a gunned down mind
Reminiscing in a dark night
Tell me what it feel like
Skin gon slide and the blood gon shine
From the edge of a long knife
Tell me what it feel like
Others give you pain, so you give yourself the same
People thinking you insane
Nah, tell me what it feel like
Stuck in a mental penitentiary you can't escape
Yeah
When that light ain't bright
And your sole gon hide
Behind the lies your mind unwinds
Feeling like a nobody on the inside
Cuz ain't nobody letting you in by their side
Man it's a damn roller coaster we ride
But somehow life always seems on the downside
Might go end my life just to feel high
Join my other kin, with a grin
Living up in the sky, like
Woah
I can't take no more
Oh, woah
All these voices in my head
With depression kicking in, like
I am drowning in my sorrow
Will I make it to tomorrow
Feeling like my life is borrowed
So i'm about to give it back
Leave my body in the past, yeah
Why am I here
Lately I've been trying to feel elevated
Check my situation
And i'm hella hated
Unappreciated
Iron bars to cage in
Where my declaration
Nah, why am I here
All I wanna do is be alone
Nothing but the
Nothing but the silence of my room
I feel crazy, while everybody cool
Looking at the scenery and I ain't
Why am I here
A question mark above my head
As time extends
And dilemmas arise in a fight with my oxygen
Should I end it now
Or should I keep it in
Hear the voices loud
Can I silence them
When the hate come out
Can I alleviate it
All these little young-ins wanna feel painless
So a knife sharpens
In attempts to escape it
Woah
I can't take no more
Oh, woah
All these voices in my head
With depression kicking in, like
I am drowning in my sorrow
Will I make it to tomorrow
Feeling like my life is borrowed
So i'm about to give it back
Leave my body in the past, yeah
Oh
All I ever did was try to love you and adore you
And all you ever did was push away in a dark gloom
Spent many days and many nights
To try and wipe the tears away
No they never go away
My heart aches
Without you here it's not the same
I drop a tear when I hear your name
You're not around, driving me insane
A perfect sole, caught in a mind game
Woah
I can't take no more
Oh, woah
All these voices in my head
Memories kicking in, like
I am drowning in my sorrow
Yet another life held from tomorrow
Wishing i could help so the grave won't follow
But I cannot bring them back
I must leave them in the past, no