JAWAN - FREE Lyrics

I went running for two hours
Just needed to clear to my head
Now I'm sitting down in the shower
So the feelings start rushing in
Memories flowing down in the drain
Wish you could be the plug somehow
I'm beginning to think
I don't need to be alone right now
I need you near
What do you wanna know
There's nowhere to call my home
'Cuz my heart don't live here no more
No, my heart ain't here
Oh
Do you even cry anymore
When is it okay to move on?
Move on, yeah
You say you don't want love
You just wanna be free
But you don't understand
You can get there through me
I don't know why I fight
If you just wanna leave
Go on and be
Go on, be free
Oh, oh
Be free, be free
Be free, be free
Be free, be free
Be free, be free
Be free, be free
Be free, be free
How much do you get paid to do me like this
'Cuz I'll double it if you would want us again
I tried dealing with it
In the deep end
Don't wanna come off desperate
But I can't tell if I'm missing you
Or if it's the pain I can't get through
The words you said keep playing on a loop
You said
You say you don't want love
You just wanna be free
But you don't understand
You can get there through me
I don't know why I fight
If you just wanna leave
Go on and be
Go on, be free
Hey
I wanna be free
Breaking the shackles free
Finally doing me (finally doing me)
Pray and meditate,
Taking some time today (taking some time today)
Taught me so much about myself
Thought you dealt the winning hand
But I'm losing in this love game
Taught me so much about truth
But you never said a word on
How to live without you
Before we, there's gotta me
Before we, there's gotta me
I took some time to myself
Did what I had to get better
It's like water against a stone
It'll take some time before it all erodes
(It will take some time)
I couldn't lie to myself
Not when I knew I need help
For myself, I'mma be right there
What is the, what is the danger of being free
What is the fear to just be
If I put myself out there
Will they laugh at me
Will they punish me
Will I spend my whole life wondering about these things
Settle for a life where there's no living
No flying, no curiosity
Choosing "we" before me