JAXISONLINE! - GONE Lyrics

I remember the first time I saw you
If you miss me, then that's all you
'Cause you put me what I've gone through
I'm not just someone to talk to
Or walk all over just because I'm a soft dude
Mentally and physically, you've gotta be kidding me
If you thought I wouldn't f*cking notice that you were dissing me
If you truly knew me, you would know that I overthink
I wonder if you think about the good times before you drink
Or smoke cigarettes or maybe some weed
You claim to be so ugly until someone disagrees
You're full of toxic traits, and to you that's your inner peace
I bet you told yourself that so you won't feel incomplete
The words that you delete are words I pray the lord will keep
Cause that shit's in my soul, those were wounds that cut deep
So I guess I protect you every night before night I sleep
It's almost like you're singing when I'm listening to Peep
Even though you're gone, I still feel you right here
You hurt me for far too long, and I still have all that fear
And I feel stupid as f*ck, cause it's been like two years
Why can't I just move on when everything looks so clear?
Stockholm Syndrome for a while
I swear you had the kind of love one day I'd feel like a child
The next day you'd act like a child and I would force up a smile
Then we'd start horsing around, I'd pin you down on the ground
But you had me in a corner, I was looking for supporters
Because you always brushed me off like abortion rights in Georgia
But this isn't a hate song, truthfully I'm not bitter
I've learned a lot about love, and my own father's a quitter
So really I'm glad you impacted me
Even if my best days are catastrophes
I'm still grateful that those make up this masterpiece
Life's most beautiful moments blossom in tragedy
And my life right now is looking up
So I'm not down to f*ck but I'll be right there if you're stuck
Even though you left, I want you to look forward
Promise you won't go backwards and I'll show you how to soar, love
Even though you're gone, I still feel you today
You hurt me for far too long, but that's okay cause we change
And I feel stupid as f*ck, that i've said negative things
Why can't I just move on so that I can live in peace?
Even though you're gone, I still feel you today
You hurt me for far too long, but that's okay cause we change
And I feel stupid as f*ck, that i've said negative things
Why can't I just move on so that I can live in peace?