Everything's different now
Everybody different now
Used to feel so f*cking normal
But i feel so different now
Is it ignorance around
Everybody talking now
Turn my back for second, everybody talking now
I don't get it, i don't know, is all in my head
Now i can't fall asleep when that pillow hits my head
Feel this overwhelming dread
Lotta thoughts run through my head
It gets hard to look ahead
When i can't get up out of bed
And i know this feeling won't last forever
Hard to see the end when i feel all of this pressure
Maybe its on me, i can give a better effort
But i'm at the point when everything's whatever
I've been laying in bed
Tryna figure it out
Seems every f*cking day somethings else comes out
Try to scream and shout
But nothing comes
I'm as silent as can be, mentally checked out
And without a doubt I know i'll breakout
But i beat myself up so much pretty much knocked out
But i'm at the point when everything's whatever
Hard to see the end when i feel all of this pressure
But i'm at the point when everything's whatever
Hard to see the end when i feel all of this pressure
Maybe its on me, i can give a better effort
Everything's different now
Everybody different now
Used to feel so f*cking normal
But i feel so different now
Is it ignorance around
Everybody talking now
Turn my back for second, everybody talking now
I don't get it, i don't know, is all in my head
Now i can't fall asleep when that pillow hits my head
Feel this overwhelming dread
Lotta thoughts run through my head
It gets hard to look ahead
When i can't get up out of bed
And i know this feeling won't last forever
Hard to see the end when i feel all of this pressure
Maybe its on me, i can give a better effort
But i'm at the point when everything's whatever
I've been laying in bed
Tryna figure it out
Seems every f*cking day somethings else comes out
Try to scream and shout
But nothing comes
I'm as silent as can be, mentally checked out
And without a doubt I know i'll breakout
But i beat myself up so much pretty much knocked out