Jay - Need It Lyrics

I need it I need it right now
I feel my dreams but they seem less right now
I need it it need it right now
Pour out my love but it don't come back around

Fly as a bird bird
Say what's the word word
I ain even feeling the shit you been spilling
You see I been hurt hurt
Thought that love was everlasting
But I misheard
I miss the endless conversations
Now it feel like deprivation yeah
We was just relating
Even had a real relation
The thought of you was cultivating
But I can't seem to think of why you changed on me
Man you changed for free
Why you put the blame the blame on me
My mind is filled with thoughts of you
The time I spent was lost with you
Now I can't stand the thought of new
Up to the throne
Man I gotta go
Don't wanna love my life alone
Hearing this shit I'm believing
I see you been acting thought you was achieving
We smoking this pac and you planning on leaving
You claim it was love but you don't know the meaning
Put me in positions that you were misleading

Man I feel like screaming
None of this is pleasing
Man I must be dreaming

Seem like they only care when you gone
Now you drunk calling my phone
Pick up I answer you say you alone
You don't need me you need clones
In public you like me in private you don't
F*cked up my zone
Even when when I was down and depressed baby
You was just all like the rest baby
Calling you all in distress waiting
Only time we could even connect
Is when I Feel on your body caress
Who was you claiming out to impress
My life I seemed to express
Secrets you seemed to posses
I went the distance
You wouldn't listen
Stack up my digits

Time out mind out
All this working I don't even got the time now
Gotta unwind now put my focus on the play
You say you down for me but ya f*cking actions can't relate
Countin my checks up
I'm screaming I'm next up
My love life been fed up
Yea yea
Confessing my demons
I'm living in reaching
A pastor I'm preaching
Yea yea
I gotta story I been tryna tell
If I ever hurt you I swear I was hurt too I just wish you well yea