Jay Anime - Introvertical Lyrics

Yea
My insecurity never gave me protection
But it's working full time
For benefits and a pension
I've been paying all my life
But never afford the attention
Imma need a suspension
Separate from the tension
I'm not ok!
Last thing I need is some disrespect
Cause I already told myself I suck before you interject
What's the point of being out of wrong
If I'm in correct
If I hurt myself, I hurt my girl
But it's indirect
Indecisive
My yes can turn to a no in like 5 seconds
I can't give everyone my time
I don't like sharing
I look selfish but
I feel helpless uh
I can't believe it
It's hard for me to imagine it
If I never seen it
My generosity's not affected by
How I'm treated
I dream better in the day
Cause I'm barely sleeping
My bed seems to have more
Temper than it does pedic
Seems like every day, brings a new burden
Same time I'm building bridges
Got a few burning
False work never makes up for the true purpose
Even if it's not the right angle I'm a cute person
Perpendicular
I'm a vertical on horizon I hate surprises
I put the dent in a straight line
That keeps you smiling
I'm frowning on the other
Side of it, I'm done with hiding
Man I'm done with hiding
My mental stability's always in question
What are the odds that my other half
Took psychology lessons
I need to lean on her whenever
My biology threatens
My heart be beating, and beating beating
So what's the end game
Infinity doesn't come from the gems
I'm rooted deep in the word
Without Him I do not stem
Don't tell me it's my perspective
Opinion is just a lens
But if you change the focal point
Then the type of camera depends
So just take the picture
Write vision, go make it plain
Introvertical yea
I'm Introvertical yea