My heart's been heavy
And when I get to feeling this pain I know that things can get dangerous
I got to be myself, I know they think I changed only changed for the better ain't no changing up
I been enduring with no stamina
I swear my heart it been damaged up
Hard times got me tempted to start acting up
Keeping principles no need to hustle backwards
Yeah yeah
I'm on a different type of time by the way
I found God and I chose a different way
I let the people talk man I can't change what they say, yeah yeah
Too many situations lately really coming for my patience and my character yeah
I'm trying to keep my cool the enemy been on the move but I got to stay ahead of him yeah
Ain't really being into acting I've been really taking action, no longer chasing dreams let them chase me instead
I had been dwelling on the past tense anxiety depression, no longer living in the world I made in my head
I'm alive inside
No longer feeling dead
Could fill an ocean up with all these tears I've shed
Woke up this morning in Galatians where I read
And was reminded of the Gospel I should spread
My heart's been heavy
And when I get to feeling this pain I know that things can get dangerous
I got to be myself, I know they think I changed only changed for the better ain't no changing up
I been enduring with no stamina
I swear my heart it been damaged up
Hard times got me tempted to start acting up
Keeping principles no need to hustle backwards
Yeah yeah