Jay Cinema - Letter of Life (feat. Tyreek Kidd) Lyrics

Letter to myself, damn nigga you special
Been through a lot, I deserve a medal
Instead all I got is a paper and a pencil
Me and the devil, we frequently wrestle
I swear to god my 20 years have been so stressful
No lies, my eyes they have cried
But each time they do, I wipe them dry
Even if I fail, at least I can say I try
All throughout my life, I never felt pride
And I still don't to this day, my clouds are grey
You wouldn't either if you seen the shit I was shown
Always moving, never had a real home
I should be grateful though, cause my imagination roamed
While my niggas was stoned, I was in my zone
Fast forward, now a nigga grown
Me myself and I, but I'm never alone

This is for the music, words that I'm choosing is gonna have us chilling tonight
This is for the pain and the struggle, smoke a blunt, hands up, got me feeling alright
Oh, can you feel it? Cause I feel it
We living out the rest of our night
Can you hear it? Cause I hear it
We talking bout the letter of life
Of life, of life, we talking bout the letter of life
Of life, of life, we riding round our journey tonight
Can you feel it? Cause I feel it
We living out the rest of our life
Can you hear it? Cause I hear it
We talking bout the letter of life
Of life, of life, we talking bout the letter of life
Of life, of life

Came a long way from apartments with roaches
I could smile a little, even though life isn't golden
Things are getting better, it's like poetry in motion
I ain't stopping til life is beautiful like an ocean
Everything I've wanted I spoken to existence
A couple things missing, but I see them in the distance
My whole life I had this ambition
It's about time I bring it to fruition
On the right path, trusting my intuition
Sick of the excuses, sick of being useless
Started using my brain, now I'm making music
Wish I had everything all out, but it's still confusing
At a young age my trust was broken
But can you blame me,my youth was stolen
Feels like it's me against the world
Life's a bitch, I swear I hate that girl

This is for the music, words that I'm choosing is gonna have us chilling tonight
This is for the pain and the struggle, smoke a blunt, hands up, got me feeling alright
Oh, can you feel it? Cause I feel it
We living out the rest of our night
Can you hear it? Cause I hear it
We talking bout the letter of life
Of life, of life, we talking bout the letter of life
Of life, of life, we riding round our journey tonight
Can you feel it? Cause I feel it
We living out the rest of our life
Can you hear it? Cause I hear it
We talking bout the letter of life
Of life, of life, we talking bout the letter of life
Of life, of life