Jay Fair - Flashes Freestyle Rap Lyrics

Ayy, it's up top and I'm ruthless Got me over here lookin' like I'm bout to
Throw up two cents In my gun, what you think I'm losin'
I ain't tryna do what they tryna get me I ain't tryna do what's their destiny
I ain't tryna go on the path that they walkin' I see the light, I think I'm drownin

Can you hear me screamin'? And I'm shakin' up here, all alone
Lookin' at the ceilin', man, you know it's hot
Startin' to get a little cold, startin' to shake
Look around the room, man, what the f*ck's this place

I don't know what the, when I'm lookin' in the mirror
I don't know, who the hell's that face staring back, man
Eyes darker than the devil, man, my soul been burned
Think I'm forsaken, man, I'm gonna be forgiven for them sins

I don't know, which way to even go, most days I wake up
Just want another hit, man, I'm over here handshakin
Man, I don't think I'm bout to, trigger finger
Achin' got me over here, just wonderin

All them things up in my head, they got me stumblin
Drinkin' every day, it's got my motherf*ckin' liver hurtin
Think I need to, take a hospital visit, something gives the medication
Doctor says, uh, man, I think you need to slow down that life you livin

Damn, let me take another try
Ma'am, can I get your hand
Damn, while I'm lookin' all around
Ain't no one who really got my fatty head

Like they smile to my face, I leave the room, they talkin' shit
Damn, Jake, I think you really need to get some sleep
Damn, Jake, what you been up a couple days
I don't even know, I think I'm startin' to erase

All the things up in my head, man, I think I'm losin
Stumblin', they really wanna know, they actin' like I'm mumblin
The words are comin' out, they tryna get them definitions
Open the book, I'm lookin' at the Bible, tryna get them scriptures

I'm just stupid with it, lookin' at these words up in my head
It's like I'm just doin' gifted things
And I'm openin' all these presents, and I'm bout to come up and present them
Yeah, the city's startin' to take that notice

Got me over here, just lookin' like I'm waitin
Patiently just standin' there in my office
Uh, somethin' call my number, lookin' like that ticket's up
The time is kickin', clock is tickin', hold on, man, my heart is bout to explode

Look around the room, room, lookin' like I'm bout to do a damn thing
He doomed, man, he never gonna grow, never gonna do that
Nine to five is never gonna be a grown man workin
Bust his ass, got me over here, just lookin' like I'm blastin

Got me over here, lookin' like I'm cocky
Confident or somethin', like he laughin
All these decisions that he's makin' in his life, I think he flunkin
I think he flunkin

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