Rip my heart out from. my chest and leave me broken
It's clear you hate me, you despise my f*cking existence
I hate all your friends, even your family
You know you're crazy, you're the definition of insanity
Once again I'm fighting for something that's lost
Another part of me that couldn't last
I push my feelings aside and let it all fall apart
'Cause in the dark of the night, you were never the light
You lied to me I feel like I stand alone
My heart it aches, I just want to be loved
I know that I'm a mess and I know I'm not the best
But looking back from the past you're the fear that f*cking holds me
Once again I'm fighting for something that's lost
Another part of me that couldn't last
I push my feelings aside and let it all fall apart
'Cause in the dark of the night, you were never the light
Hypocritical
Delusional
My sorrow's all you seek
Do you want me to admit I'm weak?
You think wanted this?
You think I planned for this?
Once again, left for dead
Playing games with
My
Own
HEAD
Once again I'm fighting for something that's lost (once again I'm fighting for nothing)
Another part of me that couldn't last (I can not f*cking stand this)
I push my feelings aside and let it all fall apart (I'll watch it all fall)
'Cause in the dark of the night, you were never the light