Jay Javon - Way of Life Lyrics

The word gnarly is defined as difficult and challenging
But the surfers meaning for It is insane I'm all of the above plus I'm wavy

I'm finally regaining control
I lost my mind, and most of my soul
Looked down upon myself I just needed to grow
But I rarely show emotions they never would know

To be gnarly is a way of life
Tryna fulfill your purpose you gotta sarcastic
I made that happen no second guessing no thinking twice
I finally feel satisfied with my purpose in life

Take a look in mirror see the man I've become
The war with myself finally feel like it's done
All my days were cloudy I finally get sun
Thought I was losing at life now it's clear that I won
They use to reject me now they respect me
Had to change to person I was knew It would wreck me
But I'm thankful for em
A lot of wrongs time to make em right
Already got my bags at the door just need the keys to life

World full of ppl who love me I still feel isolated
I've been taking Ls all my life without no consolation
And I don't need It now, build me up to knock me down
Things are looking up for now, when shit goes down they're not around
I don't need that kinda stress in life
The fact that I got myself helps me sleep good at night
I tell no lies I survived through the craziest time
I write these lyrics to help the people explore through my mind