Jay Khalil - Died Lyrics

Opened my eyes to see a bright light
In a paradise dressed in all white
I should feel weird but it feels so right
Realized I lost my life, I really should be mad & shit
But I'm starting to understand that it was all an accident
Can't believe I'm deceased, but now ion sense no trouble
I should be damning people but now I feel so humble
I see all my dead homies and all my passed family members
Every question I've ever had, right now is being answered
All the mysteries left unsolved throughout history
The only thing I don't know is whose grieving and missing me
Shit I see pac, lil peep, prodigy and X
I start feeling overwhelmed by who I see next
I can't believe it's you I hear BIG blasting Juicy
I can't believe it's you I've missed you Titi Lucy
It's about time we talked
Let's go for a walk
My mom really misses you, always reminiscing with all love
She started getting religious and shit praying to you her angel above
I'm sorry that I've gotten depressed
Sorry that my life is a mess
It's just Everything gets me so f*cking stressed
Tried to make my words my indestructible weapon
But I guess I served my purpose cause I can't believe I'm in heaven
Oh your son is great , ima let you go so I can look around
I can see different colors my ears are blessed by beautiful sounds
Shit, all these women are wow
Everyone's comfortable in their own suitable style
I can tell who and what is real and fake
Since I died will I be considered one of the greats
Sum the people of earth can only debate I'm walking on clouds
Soon to be a guardian angel for someone just by looking down
Wonder if anybody's shedding tears with a permanent frown
Baby girl called me a king now I'm here rocking my crown
I was a lost spirit, thank god that I've been found
Ion got the urge to kill myself or let off a thousand rounds
Im nonchalant I'm at peace
Thank god I ain't died in disbelief
For my sake I have my own soul to keep
At least I got to see what paradise really looks like, sucks that I have to be dead
Thought it be another person or myself that'd hold the glock
Pull the trigger and put the bullet right through my head