Jay Khalil - Melancholy Vibes Lyrics

No one really f*cks with me
They love to see me suffering
Reminiscing bout the times I had to deal with heartbreak
Ask myself everyday how much more can my heart take
This a cry for help

Take a moment to realize what my bars say
Yeah I'm in pain
Dropped a lot of toxic people I ain't giving names
I like to have sum new ones to add into my life
F*ck with a new squad or possibly find me a brand new wife
Melancholy vibes
Yeah they really got me struck
My mind is in rewind
So my thoughts got me stuck
It's been years since I piped
I ain't even get to f*ck
Now I'm taking shots at artists
While their bitch is yelling
DUCK
I've been feeling lonely is that shit my fault
I'm just tryna find love before I turn into an adult
Gotta hold back my jealously have that shit swallowed
Being taunted by my demons always being followed
My tears are a bread trail
I basically make their path
If I were to lose my life would that be better math
Tryna take myself out of this f*cking equation
Motherf*ckers are pussy whip and they dying of dehydration
I'm just another person
So goddam worthless
Can't feel my pain
Tryna stay positive while I'm hurting
Always feel like a burden
I'm a life without a purpose
Tryna find the passion that feels like fire burning
I always wanna question my very own existence
I wanna disappear it's a urge I can't resist it
Got no love
Got no friends
I need that shit to fix it
I want to make someone happy instead of f*cking bitches
Instead of wasting tears
Every single night
If you said you be there for me
Bitch you f*cking lied
I've given up on everything in life
My soul is dead
My hearts been murdered
And all the hope I've ever had just died