Jay Reatard - Rotten Mind Lyrics

I see my self high up in the sky
People around me hoping I don't die
I'm just taking a ride on a big balloon
And I promise I will be coming home real soon

I know where I'm gonna go and I don't wanna be this way

Surrounded by people that wanna watch me fall
But in my mind I will kill them all
Seeing enemy's dying at my feet
But really I'm just fighting me

I know where I'm gonna go and I don't wanna be this way
I don't wanna be I don't wanna be be this way

I see my self crawling on the floor
Time and time again its such a f*cking bore
Looking for something that I know I wont find
Ignoring the signs from my rotten mind

I know where I'm gonna go and I don't wanna be this way
I don't wanna be I don't wanna be be this way