Jay Russell - Launch Lyrics

We'd fight
We'd loved
We'd kissed
We've pushed
We had it all
Yet not enough
It was a little
But too much
I wish we could've sat
Down and discuss
All this heavy tension
Between us
Cause the things that we go
Through are so tough
And All we had to build was just
Our trust
Truth is I miss you
And all the stuff we went through
And did
It was such short time
And all that fun came to an end
And now you tell me
How you wish that it
Didn't begin
And you regret it
You said we should've stayed as
Just friends
And all I think about is you
And no one else
And I wish I could've kept you
To myself
But now its too late
And my heaven feels like hell
And I wish I wasn't so
Bad for your health
All these remembrance
And vision
Left me with
All bad decisions
Our roads just
Had a collision
Now I'm trap
This prison
Even Though
That I guess
That we ended it
For the best
Even though
It was wrong
So goodbye
Now I'm gone
Even though
I think about you
Everyday
Just to put you
In the past
Still I leave you
With a song
And you'll
Think about the times
Where I told you
As you lay down
While I hold you
In the back of your car
But no matter
How I fake it
Cause I fell it
And I'm aching
And Ima say it
From the bottom of
My heart

Just hear me out
I'm finally hoping for
The best
One last shot for me
I can almost
Feel it in my chest
It's my time to say
It's my time to say
Get ready get set
Let's launch

Now here we are again
With the bullshit
And when I thought it was the end
We made a full spin
And then keep on going
Putting blame
Point the finger then do the same
Acting petty
Like a hypocrite
I wish we could've talked out
Put the phones down
Focus and just listen out
Cause its crazy how we say things
But not from our mouths
And to think it took us so long
Just to figure out
And we say that you're wrong or it's not true
But I don't know how I'll live here
Without you
I know I should've trust
Yet I doubted you
But we never seemed to walk in our own shoes
And you want to hear me say
That I'm sorry
But I never think I'm wrong
So no apology
And we don't know what we have
Till its gone
But if theres something
Then I'm still holding on
Thinking in a room
All alone
And what the problems were
About
You're never owning up to nothing
Never checking on yourself
Always thinking of excuses
Putting blame on something else
And then you hide under the shadow
Of the shit you putting out
And then you're claiming
That you'll listen
But you'll never hear me out
And said I'm never moving forward
But you're always backing down
And yea you never saw our future
Because all you saw was doubt
Never met your expectations
So I took a different route
And I'm not perfect
But I'm worth it
So I'll never understand
All the games
Cause see you meant the shit that you said
Now I feel like an animal suck in this cage
Now it's to late to go back
To the things that you said
Wish you redo
The things that you did
Sorry that you hurt me
And putting things
In my head
You wanna show me
Dearly all the good that you
Meant

Just hear me out
I'm finally hoping for
The best
One last shot for me
I can almost
Feel it in my chest
It's my time to say
It's my time to say
Get ready get set
Let's launch