Jay Russell - Never Alone Lyrics

You're in the house all alone
Just tryna see if you can be on your own
But you can't
Seems no one cares enough
To answer the phone
You're a mess
And they're ignoring all the signs
That you've shown
So you fight on your own
Even if the enemy's grown
See You're tired of constant stress
Even if it's up in your mind
Forgetting about the future
And throwing the now aside
Hearing they'll always be there
But figuring that it's a lie
So you think of a few solutions
Finally make up your mind
I told you I'll always be there
I can't count how many times
That I've been there to f*cking help you
No matter the things we tried
Now I'm sitting here by these white lines
Going crazy up in my mind
Trying to place these f*cking pieces
As I'm tearing down inside
I can't think
And I can't breathe
I go in blindly every time
I just lost my f*cking best friend
And I lost to suicide
Every time I try to move on
I just feel so petrified
I just sit down in corner
And think about your life
Saying

As every moment
Fades away
As all this pain
Weighed on me
I just need to
Pull through
But I'm falling apart
Now you've
Gone away
I feel so incomplete
I won't leave you
I need you
You were never alone

Just show me something
Just answer me
I'm crying with
Nothing
I have tried all off
These consultations
Still I'm fighting
Discussing,
How I find myself
To the ground
Hands together
Here on my knees
Screaming
I wanna see you
I'm desperate
God help me please
Wishing I could've been
There
I feel like the fault is
Is mine
Cause I told that
I would be there
And I failed
I apologize
Now I'm sitting here by these Tombstones
Going crazy up in my mind
As I place all of these flowers
As I'm tearing down inside
I can't think
And I can't breathe
I go in blindly every time
I just lost my f*cking best friend
And I lost to suicide
Every time I try to move on
I just feel so petrified
I just sit down in corner
And think about your f*cking life
Saying

As every moment
Fades away
As all this pain
Weighed on me
I just need to
Pull through
But I'm falling apart
Now you've
Gone away
I feel so incomplete
I won't leave you
I need you
You were never alone

Just show me a sign
Just show me a sign
Just show me a light
Just show me a light
Just show me a sign
Just show me a sign
Just show me the light
Just show me the light

As every moment
Fades away
As all this pain
Weighed on me
I just need to
Pull through
But I'm falling apart
Now you've
Gone away
I feel so incomplete
I won't leave you
I need you
You were never alone

Just show me a sign
Just show me a sign
Just show me the light
Just show me the light