Jay Russell - Whispers in the Wind Lyrics

I said that they're coming for me
Locked up inside
Like they pleaded guilty
You can't convince all the demons
I see
My back to the wall
Like a bug on the crawl
I'm sick of it all
And i'm begging for peace
No
Can't you just let me be free?
No
The master controlling my strings
Show
A nightmare I'm falling asleep
Back to this bullshit
You're strapped
With a full clip
And I'm in your scope
And you won't let me go
And you up the gun and
And i'm hearing you coming
And I can't keeping running
It all falls apart till
It's gone
If I were to give you
Control
It's led to my temple
Or rope to my throat
Drown in the deep end
I fell off the boat
Pen to the paper
I'm writing a note

I wanna mother kill myself
Its like I'm too sick and I can't get well
I'm slowly waiting for the end
Or a calm life to begin
A place to rest my sins
I hear the whispers in the wind
Tell me to mother f*cking kill myself
It's like I'm too sick but I can't get well
I'm slowly waiting for the day
Official by the grave
Forever here I lay
No longer can be saved
I wanna mother f*cking kill myself

Try not to follow
The steps that you lead
Try not to give you
The tools that you need
Try not listen to
Lessons you teach
Try not to pull in the
Pain which you feed
Trying to ignore the being you are
Aim with the blade for my vein in my arms
Healing by time but you're leaving
Me scars
Stain in the carpets
It drips to the floor
When this shit happens
I got to do something
The voice in my head
And it's constantly bugging
Might always look happy but
That don't mean nothing
The state that I'm in
Honestly it's disgusting
And all of the conflicts I go through
It goes on for days
Clouded my mind got me lost in a maze
Taking the your offer makes pain go away
Writing this note on the desk and states

I wanna mother kill myself
Its like I'm too sick and I can't get well
I'm slowly waiting for the end
Or a calm life to begin
A place to rest my sins
I hear the whispers in the wind
Tell me to mother f*cking kill myself
It's like I'm too sick but I can't get well
I'm slowly waiting for the day
Official by the grave
Forever here I lay
No longer can be saved
I wanna mother f*cking kill myself

Listen it's pointless to argue
Cause I am the person who
Can tell who you truly are
I am the voice in your head
Taking over again
And I'm not leaving
Till it done
Just look at what's happened
Your world is collapsing
Not making a
Difference
I'm ending the war
Inside your head
You believed you had friends
But they're liars instead
And truth is
Your friends have abandoned you
No one to bandage you
Thought you were helpful
But they advantage and
I am the rightful choice
I am the answer to
All of your problems
I promise you
Why would I lie to you
Follow instructions and your pain will end
Leaving this lie of a life you live in
Resting your body inside of coffin
They'll open the letter with these
Words written

I wanna mother kill myself
Its like I'm too sick and I can't get well
I'm slowly waiting for the end
Or a calm life to begin
A place to rest my sins
I hear the whispers in the wind
Tell me to mother f*cking kill myself
It's like I'm too sick but I can't get well
I'm slowly waiting for the day
Official by the grave
Forever here I lay
No longer can be saved
I wanna mother f*cking kill myself