You know lately I've been just going through some things man.
We all have time in our lives When we go through shit. And it Feel like you just never gonna Win
They don't wanna see me ballin. They rather watch me fall in. Try To learn my right from wrong Here
But I hear the devil calling
They don't wanna see me ballin
They rather watch me fall in
Try to learn my right from wrong Here
But I hear the devil callin
Die or live your life shit,
I don't know what's worse
Always been depressed
Because my life feels like a curse
A Child of the Lord
That's in a world of sin
Surrounded by this evil
Like the devil's creeping in
I'm losing all my hope
Every second every day
Cuz Luck ain't on my side
Nothing ever comes my way
They tell me to be patient
But Is it really worth it
I've made some mistakes
But I'm just trying to be perfect
Life ain't always easy
It is what you make it
But how can I live
When I only feel forsaken
People come around
When they always need you
When it's the other around
They don't ever see you
While on my two feet
I don't feel like I can stand
I'm lost without a path
Lord please give me a hand
I'm young in this world
Trynna grow to be a man
But there are some life lessons
I don't even understand
People drink they life away
Or pop a perc
But I try keep my head up
When I'm feeling hurt
Capturing my faith
Just to put me in the dirt
Then they try to clock me out
I call that devils work
They don't wanna see me ballin
They rather watch me fall in
Try to learn my right from wrong Here
But I hear the devil calling
They don't wanna see me ballin
They rather watch me fall in
Try to learn my right from wrong Here
But I hear the devil calling
Even when I feel like
I'm about to win
These demons double up
To make me lose again
I Try to keep my balance
While I'm fumbling
But I can only do so much
Because I'm struggling
This world is filled with poison
Like a f*cking cancer
God I'm calling for you
Praying that you give me Answers
Man it really feels like
The whole world against me
I Gotta watch my back
Cuz people be moving iffy
But In this moment
I don't care about the wealth
I just really need somebody
Cuz I'm by myself
All I really got
Is this paper and this pen
To keep myself in this bubble
No one can get in
My heart's getting dark
That's a scary situation
No one would look at me
Just to have a conversation
Hardly eating food
Always losing sleep
People tell promises
That They can never keep
People drink they life away
Or pop a perc
But I try keep my head up
When I'm feeling hurt
Capturing my faith
Just to put me in the dirt
Then they try to clock me out
I call that devils work
They don't wanna see me ballin
They rather watch me fall in
Try to learn my right from wrong Here
But I hear the devil calling
They don't wanna see me ballin
They rather watch me fall in
Try to learn my right from wrong Here
But I hear the devil calling
They don't wanna see me ballin
They rather watch me fall in
Try to learn my right from wrong here
But I hear the devil calling