Rainbow Video (MV)

I can feel the weight around my ankles
Can't wait til the day I see this pain go
Sunny days gone can't wait til the rain go
I really need to see a rainbow
I can feel the weight around my ankles
Can't wait til the day I see this pain go
Sunny days gone can't wait til the rain go
I really need to see a rainbow
I was a little over 8 when I knew
It was right before 18 when they found out
I was ashamed of who I was I didn't know what to do
I thought I could hide it forever never come out
My interest was just like the guys when I was coming up
I couldn't hide it anymore no longer cover up
I wore my girl clothes in the morning on the way to school
Then pulled my baggies out my backpack I'm like this isn't you
Then my parents found out and they said this isn't you
Why you wanna be a dude don't you know you're beautiful
Like I didn't know but those words had made me question
Is my inner work overridden by how I'm dressing
And I took it so personal thought they thought I was dope
If no one else love me my parents do now I'm losing hope
First heartbreak already lasting too long
Only 18 and singing the saddest song
I can feel the weight around my ankles
Can't wait til the day I see this pain go
Sunny days gone can't wait til the rain go
I really need to see a rainbow
I can feel the weight around my ankles
Can't wait til the day I see this pain go
Sunny days gone can't wait til the rain go
I really need to see a rainbow
He didn't know it all but it really wasn't his fault
I mean he was just projecting everything that he was taught
He was just protecting what he thought would bring me harm
I had to break down and learn his intentions most of all
I spent too much time thinking my Daddy didn't love me
Too much time thinking my Mama wouldn't want me
Too much time dwelling on how I missed my sister
And thinking if I disappoint Dad the more he'd miss her
But I was wrong sorry cuz I was wrong
The more clarity I gained the more time I kept it strong
A lot of people gon listen and might think I'm trippin
But when somebody love you and give you life you give forgiveness
Plus I hurt them too in different ways and never meant that
You gave me life and healing is the best thing I can give back
So happy that we had our conversations in the open
Now we glowing and we growing from the days that it was pouring
I unlocked the chains round my ankles
Finally seen the day I let the pain go
Sunny days here I can let the rain go
I finally see my rainbow
I unlocked the chains round my ankles
Finally seen the day I let the pain go
Sunny days here I can let the rain go
I finally see my rainbow