[ Featuring Nicole Cross ]
Circles and cycles and seasons
For everything there's always reason
But it's never good
Never turns out as it should
No one ever held you
No single moment of truth
But if you were mine
I would've looked into those eyes
And said
It's crazy bro
Hard times used to struggle on the daily tho
Came up became a man that's what made me tho
Did it on my own there was nobody to save me tho
I was staying up late listening to beats and shit
If I ever met my dad I'd tell him he's a piece of shit
Dads a strong word and you're not here you can keep to it
I'm pourin out my heart when I rap man I bleed for it
I'm livin life good I got my own place
I can say that now back then there wasn't a trace
What I said about dads it really is confusing
I really do have one but the blood doesn't prove it
I don't think it's bout blood I really think it's bout heart
He was there from start to finish and finish to start
When we was going church to church
And we was tryna cop some merch
We were tryna live it big but had to get some money first
We was sleepin in the place that they call the house of god
I Don't believe in that stuff cuz I find it kinda odd
What we went through was terrible I'm stuck here asking why
Didn't go through it once there was like 3 more times
Would never disrespect a girl that's not how my hearts stitched
But if cancer was a woman I'd say cancers a bitch
Gave it to my grandma
Gave it to my grandpa
Then it killed my grandpa
Now it's time to man up
Thinking what the hell I gotta do to get some damn closure
Then I found the girl of my dreams
And that girlBrought me closer
To the life I should be livin with blessings and no curses
With a house of our own I won't stay in no more churches
Circles and cycles and seasons
(I'm making songs and now they're bumping
Shit ain't up for no discussion)
For everything there's always reason
(Built a wall around my life guess you can say a niggas trumping)
But it's never good
(It can never be cured
It's like it runs through my veins)
Never turns out as it should
(But i gotta keep moving
I gotta fight through the pain)
No one ever held you
No single moment of truth
But if you were mine
I would've looked into those eyes
And said
