JayDaYoungan - Crying Inside Lyrics

(The Heroes)
Top one, top one (oh-whoa)
Top one, top one
Top one, top one

I'm down on my knees, I need you for real
I been beggin' 23 please to stop chewin' pills
And I did everything to win, feel like I'm losin' still
Sometimes I wish that I could live the life I used to live
Like you don't love me no more, ain't how I used to feel
This shit ain't just begin, it been like that a few lil' years
What about the times you gave me mind with them lil' juicy lips?
And when I f*cked you from behind, couldn't keep your booty still
Swerve on him, better not curve on him
I said f*ck that boy, we gon' put that 30 on him
Swerve on him, better not curve on him
I said f*ck that boy, we gon' put that 30 on him
All my niggas on that shit, they want that shit, we doming shit
I don't really want that bitch, she on my dick 'cause I'm the shit
Riding 'round in a two-seater, I'm solo on some lonely shit
They speakin' on me, they too broke, I cashed out on some owner shit
Lil' nigga but I'm big homie, ridin' with a stick on me
I live this lifestyle like Rich Homie, I done got rich on 'em
And all these pussy niggas real phony, I take a piss on 'em
He better know I keep this bitch on me, came with the dick on it
She wanna f*ck, her pussy wet, she told me put the tip on it
I told that bitch, "Give me your fit," she grabbed my dick and gripped on it
I wanna nut, so open up, come here and put your lips on it
Bae, do your shit and hit a split, let me see if you can sit on it
Know they don't give two f*cks, but for myself, I'm proud
Been sufferin' from depression, livin' like this for awhile
Been searchin' for a blessing or someone who'll make me smile
And yeah, every day I'm stressin', but I can't throw in the towel
If you was out there with me, you know how I feel about you
If you would kill about me, you know I'd kill about you
The ones who really love me, them the ones who still around me
If I don't f*ck with you, I'll tell you how I feel about you
This shit so deep and shit so real, it make a man die
Have you ever seen a man die?
These chicks don't peep the way I feel, I'm catchin' other vibes
I'm tryna catch a kill like f*ck the other side

And they don't know that I've been crying inside
They don't know that I've been crying inside
I've been crying inside
I've been crying inside
They don't know that I've been crying inside
They don't know that I've been crying inside
I've been crying inside
I've been crying inside