Jaydense - Been Low Lyrics

I just want peace
How much is that to ask
Hard to be happy when your world gone mad
Am I one piece
Or two separate half's
Question who I am with the thoughts that I have, I've been
Tryna hold on
To what sanity I have left
Cornered by these walls I haven't left
Concerned bad habits will become regrets
Smoke till I feel a burn in my chest
To shake off the stress of events that even happened yet
Future PTSD like I might make it a thing
Seems like everything good is temporary, so I
Find a way to pass the time
Make music for the soul cause it's good for my mind
Listen to my idols and rewind my favorite lines
And wonder if you'll do that with mine when I hit my prime
Wonder if you'll still pick if I hit your line
Late night when I'm tripping and I need you by my side
Even if I grow distant and towards my grind
Get anxiety thinking you won't always be mine
My days getting darker
Before they get brighter
Letting the pain loose and the bars getting tighter
So many involuntary all nighters And as I'm staring in the mirror its myself I lose sight of
It's so hard
To be happy
I Been Low for way too long
It's so hard
To be happy
I Been Low for way too long
No clue where I'm going
Only God knows
Hope I don't lose sight
And travel the wrong roads
The life you dreamt of
Ain't always how it goes
So I'm just tryna make the best of the one that I chose
Scared as I grow
I'll grow more and more alone
So when I sleep I keep one eye open
And one closed
Hate not knowing if I'll reach my goals
And if I get going, if I'll lose a home
Where the heart is
I know that's the loss that'll hit the hardest
But I got competition to see who gets the farthest
And lately all I got is hits
Never missing targets
They all contain hints
That they all disregarding
My days getting darker
Before they get brighter
Letting the pain loose and the bars getting tighter
So many involuntary all nighters
And as I'm staring in the mirror its myself I lose sight of
It's so hard
To be happy
I Been Low for way too long
It's so hard
To be happy
I Been Low for way too long
So hard
To be happy
I been low for way too long
It's so hard
To be happy
It comes and goes but it don't stay long