Took a while just to know
The dark secret to happiness
Scattered ashes slowly float
I close my eyes and I ask myself
Could I live without you
I doubt it
I thought a thousand times
And when I said I do
I meant it
For a thousand lives
I don't know about you
But I've been feelin deja vu
Don't tell me what they say is true
I've been stuck in a constant state of blue
You never had to be perfect
That was perfect to me
Months for your heart to grow
And in a split second it broke
Helped me numb the pain
That was running through my veins
Got me to erase all my dirty dirty ways
Yeah you helped me face
All the things I couldn't face
I close my eyes and ask myself
Could I live without you
I doubt it
I thought a thousand times
And when I said I do
I meant it
For a thousand lives
I don't know about you
But I've been feelin deja vu
Don't tell me what they say is true
I've been stuck in a constant state of blue
I don't know about you
But I've been feelin deja vu
I don't believe what they say is true
Somehow I know I'm gonna be with you