Jaye Newton - Commitment Lyrics

We ain't together but we might as well be
Living in her room without a fee she caters to me
And i can see in her eyes I'm everything and more
She's optimistic about our future and what is in store

Yet on my end I'm scared to love her like i should
Cause though I'm capable and this love affair feels good
This ain't my first rodeo i done seen it all
I done love been hurt hurt others ain't tryna fall

Too deep in that cycle again
So i get cold and don't let her in
She doesn't understand I'm selfless
And I'm tryna save her heart from the start you don't wanna love me in this stage
Of my life I've grown with older age now I'm wise

Me being Too focus leading to compromise
Of your time and attention
Only Late nights and early morning will suffice
We go out maybe once or twice i should mention but i know

She's in love though she's never told me
Before i leave she stops and just wanna hold me
Each time makes me feel it could be the last

Want it to last
But how can i slow down when My entire life I've lived so fast
Young and naive she doesn't have a past
I'm her first love first everything

Pretty sure she's thought of weddings ring
Addicted to her presence our flame brightens the more i hit
Inhale exhale I'm stress why can't i just commit
Temptation thickens the more that i ascend
So accustomed to a lustful living

We on different chapters in life and it's evident
Laying up all day is way out of my element
I'm too comfortable and i hate it i feel idle
But my presence in your life is so vital
I want a friend not a title
Tryna not to play you like recitals
So please don't let me

I think that we are moving way too fast
I don't want to same mistake i did with my last
We need some foundation
Is that too much to ask

You got a temper
You're a slave to your pride
You lack empathy in can not confide

Where's the foundation
Cause these emotion i hide

She ask me are you scared
Of loving me
And if not what can it be
Cause If you really loved me
You'd be with me