Jaylen Blue - It’s just certain things about life that we will never understand Lyrics

I'm only going where my God take me
Try to stay from areas that seem a little shady
I know Lucy lurking round the corner tryna play me
But I won't let him get close he gon have to keep waiting
Staying far away from that nigga like he got rabies
And focusing on God and my future when I have babies
I pray that when that time come I'm fully prepared
It's certain shit about this life that I'm becoming aware of now that I don't understand
And I probably will never get it but that's what life is
Goin thru a lot of shit and not knowing when it's gon end
Thinking its gon be that way forever on the fence
Searching for the answers that im looking for within
I hope that I can get em and apply em to the win
I'm moving like a hardy hearing whispers in the wind
Being careful on what I do but I know we all sin
We was born in it
Tryna figure life out and I don't know if I ever will
Life is really complicated praying lord take the wheel
I hope that when I'm bout to go I have enough for a will
So my offspring can have what I made off of my skill
That's exactly why we work to show our kids not to steal
That's not the way to get respect that shit is not real
Maybe in the streets but not everybody's in that
And when they see you not acting like them they say that shit wack
Nah
I don't get it
Them niggas will look down on you cause you don't share the image
That's not the only way to live but you decide to live it
And you decide to live by the gun and die by it tripping
Nah see that could never be me
I enjoy living life without someone coming after me
Man I'm tryna live in peace and that shit is not it
You got innocent people just in the way getting hit
By a stray bullet
Uh by a stray bullet
AK bullets
We tryna pull em out the way
Ducking for cover we looking for anywhere that is safe
And that's when we realize that theres nowhere that is safe
Oh no
Oh no
Oh no