This some real shit
This some
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This some real shit
This some
This some
This some real shit
Yea
I tend to think too much about the past even tho I know I shouldn't
Pulling me back to a time where I know I couldn't
Understand what's going on tryna dodge a bullet
Feel like I'm torturing myself
My anxiety go too crazy when I'm sitting in my sorrow
And in that moment I can't focus on nothing I've borrowed feelings that's I felt years ago for that situation
Shit that just keep popping up I forgot now I hate it
I could be chilling watching tv and a random thought pop
And now I'm thinking for like 20 minutes, man I should stop
That's when I pull my pen out and take me a few good hits
And now I'm high as f*ck in the booth tryna make some hits
Hoping I can clear my head of all of this confusion
With every hit that I take I need my eyes to lower more
Hoping I can clear my head of all of this confusion
With every hit that I take I need my eyes to lower more
Yea
See I hate it when I feel it coming on I'm just tryna have a regular day
Relaxing puffing on some weed but now I feel astray
Talking to myself in my head like I'll be okay
I used to take medication for it but I thought I was good so I stopped it, it was mainly for derealization that's the shit that caused it
I was in my head every hour, second, minute of the day
Truly afraid just didn't know what I was gon awake
Feeling like I wasn't even here my mind a mile away
I'm questioning everything that's around me for my minds sake
Tryna fix my mind state so I can be better And not get lost in this abyss tryna weather the weather
Rest In peace to juice i know he was in that too
Not everybody can escape but I wanna be the one to
Rest In peace to juice i know he was in that too
Not everybody can escape but I wanna be the one to
Damn
That's just something that I had to learn to live with overtime
Something that I have to live with overtime