JAYMAR - FEAR Lyrics

I think I love when you hurt me cos I feel it
I feel pain better than I feel love
Ain't it f*cked up?
The leaves change and I'm here again
One year older in these bones
My flesh marked with the ink of dead and gone
Dead and gone
And I'm still here
Wide eyed, no fear
I'm still here, Wide eyed no fear
If I could change what Ive done wrong
I would, I would, I would
I'm still that boy you fell in love with
At the dark table
On the dock oh yeah
At the exhibition
With our list
Held your hand through it
Held you close through the tears
In your arms crying
Just so f*cking perfect
I'm no f*cking role model
Please just learn from me
I'm your testimony
So far gone, so far gone
I've tried
I've tried

I'm still here
Wide eyed, no fear
I'm still here
Wide eyed no fear
I'm still here
Wide eyed, no fear
I'm still here