BEFORE I KILL Video (MV)

Back to back like candle wax
Watch the fire burn, leaving candle ash
It's entire body left ample splash
If a tired body try to paddle back
Sink or swim, I can't handle that
So my brain yap like a Spaniel act
I'm a war dog in a war zone with a arm blown and a skull cracked
I believe like make-believe, I was born with it like Maybeline
My pockets lean, so it's hard to balance, getting bills paid without interference
Stacking cheese but it fall flat, finding rats in my mouse traps
I'm a big dog so I bark back, it's a cold world need a scarf wrapped
Pesos, I got it on, I got it on me
Pay for, whatever you need
I just want to live more stable
Give you what I got when I'm able
If I can't deliver on the promise that I give you
That's betrayal like Cain did Abel (Abel)
Hard to digest, like a nightcap, if I don't eat then I starve fat
What a wild thing, having just enough but no excess cuz we outclassed
Push a C-Class for 40K, it's a four-door for my protégés
Got my last name, and her good looks, star-studded round my way
It's a far cry from a White Whale, but I feel like it's been difficult
I'm out here looking quite pale if he come through that's a miracle
I been shoved down, spat on with an ant wiped on my forehead
I was so lost, if it came down to it
I would cock it back and leave four dead
Pesos, I got it on, I got it on me
Pay for, whatever you need
I just want to live more stable
Give you what I got when I'm able
If I can't deliver on the promise that I give you
That's betrayal like Cain did Abel (Abel)
Pushing this weight off of my shoulders
Give me a break, I don't got strength left in my legs but I run
I'm trying to break out the cage
Somebody save me from myself
I need relief before I kill
Can you take away the pain that I felt
I need relief before I kill
Somebody save me from myself
I need relief before I kill
Can you take away the pain that I felt
I need relief before I kill