Jayme Fortune - Still Me Lyrics

I'm still the same not much has changed
Even if you looking at me different, I'ma look at you the same
I'm still a saint, at least I think
Even if I couldn't move religion, I'ma do all that I can
I'm still the same not much has changed
Even if you took me for a villain, I'ma look at you the same
I'm still a saint, after all my mistakes
Even if I couldn't prove religion, I'ma do it all again
I'ma do it all again, I promise I will
I got to give it all I can with the promise I will
Represent you 'til the end, so why disappear
I got to give it all I can, got a pocket to fill
I know your real, I'm sorry I doubted
Known fear so irrational it'd body a coward
Yeah, I need somebody who can guide me to power
Cuz I been fragile, my body fragments, I can't even count 'em, yeah
Still the same even though I been damaged
I feel the sting from a scorpion that crawl on my arm and it vanish
It want death, and my pain to be cancerous
Need somebody to answer us, code blue for the ambulance
And when you see me I won't know how to handle it
When the winter wind blows, and the world is inadequate
To show love then receive it and manage it
I believe that the life we were given is no accident
I'm still the same not much has changed
Even if you looking at me different, I'ma look at you the same
I'm still a saint, at least I think
Even if I couldn't move religion, I'ma do all that I can
I'm still the same not much has changed
Even if you took me for a villain, I'ma look at you the same
I'm still a saint, after all my mistakes
Even if I couldn't prove religion, I'ma do it all again
It gets hard when it's cold outside
Nobody ever offer love, when they've known all kinds
They don't want to get involved with me
No, they don't want to get involved, but they know someone who calls to me
It's too hard when it's cold all night
Nobody ever offer love, when they've known all lies
Like if you've really given up, won't believe no sign
Like if you've really had enough, it'll be alright, yeah, it'll be alright
I would do it all over again, given I can
I would sacrifice who I am
And I would still keep faith, so it never change
Ain't no better place than a big estate past heaven's gate
Dear Lord, would you answer my rage
When I done lost so many people, I don't plan to behave
And I don't want too many cycles in your palace of pain
I had a dream of living comfortable, out of the rain
I got someone to hold me down when I'm out of my brain
Out of my mind, a lion too wild to tame
When I thirst, and when my words are engulfed by a flame
What I want? Gimme a reason why I've struggled in vain
By myself, what I want is a reason to change
I don't want to rest 'til I'm given a break
And if not, I need a deity who conquered the grave
Oh my God, could you remind me why there's no other name