JayMin - Alone in Solitude (feat. ChrisTeller) Lyrics

So much on my mind i try to stay complacent with it
Alone in solitude, second guessin faith decisions
My mind is spacious, so tell gabe this shit could take a minute
Cant let my faith diminish, theres so much hate within it
Bitch its jay i spit the pain that shit be automatic
21 without the crown i guess i oughta snatch it
I feel so stuck up in my waze its like im caught in traffic
Its ironic how i make the plays but gabe be quarterbackin
I sorta drastically am drained feels like the morning after
Long drinking and overthinking im going backwards
Im so right here up in this moment, there aint no instagram photo
I could post for me to quote a caption
Hop in my zone im back in, could use some closure
But i know i dont condone my actions
I cant regret it moving forward ion know the past tense
Went down her road i wish i known the bitch done coldasacked it
Keep my composure you wont know cause i dont show reaction
Im way too focused i cant fall for any bogus tactics
Now i boss up living fast you pussys slow and stagnant
Once i f*ck you gotta leave i dont want no dramatics
I cannot hold this back in
Feelin alone, a pedigree of my own, infinity on my arm, the energy in my songs
Protectin me when im gone, swear your wrong made me a better guy
I wish you listened to your heart but i respect the pride
I think about it everyday man i could never lie
Im just embedded with the negative i set aside
We young as f*ck i know intentions made us very blind
20, 20 not our vision we need better eyes

Feelin alone, a pedigree of my own, infinity on my arm, the energy in my songs
Feelin alone, a pedigree of my own, infinity on my arm, the energy in my songs

The consumation of the constellations
Smoking bud just to Bruce Wayne our way out the darkest basements
Spent too much energy on some empty hearts with heart faces
Mind enclosed in crawl spaces
Been working but anxiety fuel the perception I can't make greatness
20 years but my mind is wise
My deepest fear never enterprise
And they don't see me here till I reach the sky
If I speak to god imma ask him why
My brother dan had to go and die
Why his momma still can't understand
Sleep in his clothes just to smell his scent
See signs down the bass line
Enzymes how i state mine
Spit flows no cheap shine
Been high yo I can fly
Catch my aura of this
In my office where you me often
Where I contemplate the coffin
Might off my soul for offerings
I can't seem to scape the nonsense
Tempers flaring eyes are glossin
Wanna walk heels get hardened
Wanna be right where the pics are
But I can't unless the dreamworks
Chasing paper for this visa
Why I was put here on this damn earth
Spill soul out for you skeezers
If it ain't real then don't believe him
It ain't real till my eyes reflect it
Solitude make me feel connection
Felt this shit since my adolescence
These countless lessons
Chris teller baby and don't forget it