JayMin - Hard to Understand Lyrics

Im tryna hoooold back, that shit be hard for me to go
Cut through my artery it shows, you took my heart for me to hold
Now a part of me is wishin it aint hard to be alone
Your love departed from my soul, now your a target of my own
Do what it takes, but you say it aint enough
You what i crave but i hate being in love tryna say we aint enough
I cant take it no more you thinkin that its my fault
I really hate what you've become i cant fake it bitch im done
This shit is hard to understand, yeah
This shit is hard to understand, yeah, this shit is hard to understand
I played my part you dealt the cards now 2 of hearts is in your hand

I try to get away from you think i made mistakes
Major pain, got me feeling like damon wayans
Aint afraid, just hate it when you say my name
Good vibes, good signs, i just cant ex-plaiiin
Your mama asked about me you said my name in vain
Took my heart you took it apart feels like you stabbed me in my vein
Look in your eyes i seen the stars but now its dark i see the pain
I work hard i put in pain, theres a lot for me to gain
I stay humble theres a lot of people callin me the best
I work to hard to stay the same you better honor me respect
Try to hate deny im great man its alright i aint upset
When i get on i'll cop the I8 man its RIP to X
Dont try to tell me bout your past to be honest i aint impressed
I need some bucks i need some rings im giannis up in the flesh
Im that rap guy some say im a rockstar
I wanna feed my fam maybe end up on the top charts
This shit be hard to hard to understand
I wanna make it for my fam, throw my mom a hunnit racks
And hold em down in rubberbands
My flow is water crystal clear you pussys stuck up in the sand
Real ones gon f*ck w jay they know im the one w the plan