Yeah, I take a swig and let my mind drift
I sit back and lose myself and watch the time shift
Cause then I black out
And wake up in the morning gone
I don't know what's the f*cking point of holding on
And trust me, I've been giving all I've got
But people want me to be everything I know I'm f*cking not
This shit is killing me, like y'all don't really understand
Cause when it's all said and done I'm just a f*cking man
See I got flaws I ain't perfect yo
I made mistakes I can't fix that shit hurts to know
I let these verses show everything I hold inside
Cause all I've got is this mic through my lowest times
So many people really count on me
So many more don't believe and got they doubts on me
They got they doubts on me wanna' see my downfall
So I make sure I stay the f*ck from round y'all
Can you tell me what I gotta' do?
Can you tell me what you want from me?
Can you tell me what I gotta' prove?
I'll try my best I can guarantee
Know I'm sorry for my imperfections
I'm only human so I slip up
I know this life is a real blessing
But sometimes I wanna' give up
I told my family it was time to go
It's time to pack my bags goodbye and hit the door
I gotta' take a risk I gotta' see what's out there
I gotta' find myself I promise you it's not here
I know it sounds wrong but something doesn't feel right
To live another day sometimes I gotta think twice
And I ain't proud of this depression bro
I'm tryna shake the past but I just can't let it go
See I've been told things happen for a f*cking reason
And everything ain't what it seems this life is so deceiving
How could you believe in something that you've never felt?
How could you believe in heaven when we live in hell?
So many questions with no answers yo
Ain't no directions on this path and it's sad to know
That we can get lost and never find our way back
And if you press pause life won't ever play back
Can you tell me what I gotta' do?
Can you tell me what you want from me?
Can you tell me what I gotta' prove?
I'll try my best I can guarantee
Know I'm sorry for my imperfections
I'm only human so I slip up
I know this life is a real blessing
But sometimes I wanna' give up
Can you tell me what I gotta' do?
Can you tell me what I gotta' prove?
Know I'm sorry for my imperfections
I'm only human so I slip up
I know this life is a real blessing
But sometimes I wanna' give up
I know this life is a real blessing
But sometimes I wanna' give up