Innocence
What does that word mean to me?
Innocence
A part of my life and happiness I will never get back
As I grow older and go through the motions of life
I become exposed to the harsh realities of love
Being in love, feeling disappointed and let down by the ones closest to me
Failure, neglect, loneliness, misguided and lost, depression, misunderstood and death
Innocence is a word I will forever hold dear to my heart
Because it takes me back to a time in my life
Well, the only time in my life
I was truly, genuinely happy
I will warn you now
This project is the furthest thing from happiness
If you are looking to feel uplifted, happy, at peace or if you are searching for answers
This is not the place to look
Everything you will hear is how I truly feel down deep inside of my heart
These are my thoughts and a reflection of who I am in it's most purest form
I don't want to love anymore
I don't want to feel anymore
I don't want to live anymore
My Innocence is forever gone