JayteKz - Suicidal Heaven Lyrics

You said you would sell your soul?
Surrender to me
There is nowhere to run
There is nowhere to go
I could feel your presence
Swear to god I could feel your presence
I don't know what you want from me or why the f*ck you think I'm one of your possessions!
Constantly I'm stressing
I ain't been to sleep in f*cking days
Every time I close my f*cking eyes I can see my life going up in flames
People said I changed
Tell me something that I don't know
Like tell me why I'm so suicidal wanna' blast a rifle through my f*cking skull
The Devil wants my soul
I could feel him tearing through my skin
I could hear him breathing down my neck
And every sunrise is growing dim
I said it's growing dim
All this darkness I hold within
I've grown heartless and filled with sins
The Devil's conscious, that's where I've been
He held me hostage and I can't escape
I'm out of options and I'm losing faith
He's always watching every move I make I proceed with caution every f*cking day
It's a f*cking plague
I could feel my heart slowly break
Torn apart and my soul's decayed
Holding on but won't be okay
Holding on but won't be okay
Hope is gone, I'm no longer safe
Forgive me God, for all of my mistakes
F*ck
I don' know how long I can take this shit
These f*cking voices in my f*cking head!
F*ck
Just get the f*ck out
I'ma blow my f*cking brains out
I can't f*cking take this shit anymore, f*ck!
I could feel your presence
Swear to god I could feel your presence
I don't know what you want from me or why the f*ck you think I'm one of your obsessions!
Stuck in depression
Going through Hell while I seek for Heaven
Won't prevail, I could feel the tension
Skin is pale, dying every second, f*ck
Tell my family I apologize
I knew I should've been hospitalized
I tried to warn em' like a thousand times, enough
I can no longer bear this misery
Please wake me up from this bitter dream
Someone please respond to my hidden screams please
I don't know what to f*cking do
All these nightmares are coming true
All that I feel is cut and bruised
How could I heal while being abused?
How could I heal while being misused?
Someone kill me and cut me loose
Tie my head inside a f*cking noose
Tie my head inside a f*cking noose
I've been dead this is nothing new
I'm possessed with corrupted views
Nothing left for me to f*cking lose
Nothing left for me to f*cking gain
Tired of walking in my f*cking shoes
Tired of living my whole life in vain