You know what it is
Imma dreamer
Imma schemer
Bitch I got achiever fever
Rise to the occasion
Got em checking my demeanor
Special kinda glow
Forced to notice I'm a gleamer
Bitch I'm meant for greatness
Never could've faked this
Barrier breaker
Hysteria makers in the making in my presence
The feeling be unpleasant
They live in fantasies
Must be dreaming
(Must be dreaming)
Lost without a cause for a reason
(For a reason)
Searching for my purpose but this earth is very tainted and misleading
Navigate the seas of the greedy
Filling up the hope of the needy
Tryna stay afloat cuz I see the
Promise land approaching
Hoping that they really get to know me
(Get to know me)
Hope they lacking ridicule and judgement
(No Judgement)
Nights like this I need to talk to god
(Talk to god)
Cuz I been going through a lot
(Through a lot)
Nights like this feel like dreaming
(Feel like dreaming)
Know shit happens for a reason
(For a reason)
Tryna get past all my demons
It's hard being me
But I keep from sleeping
Nights like this feel like dreaming
(Feel like dreaming)
Know shit happens for a reason
(For a reason)
Tryna get past all my demons
It's hard being me
But I keep from sleeping
At times like this
I'm defined like this
Never can be tricked
I'm reading all the fine print
I don't bond with these kids
But I really do miss
All the love that they to give
But reality is where I'm dead
Fantasy is where I fled
Doctor prescribing meds
All I really see is red
But these things are inside my head
Darkest thoughts put you instead
Zzz I'm in prime
Now the kid is charging time
Reality it's all mine
Darkest light I still shine
Crying but I'm doing fine
Look me deep inside my eyes
Tell me what you see
Yeah this is really me
Confusing from the it seems
But this is the real me
I know you wanna kill me
Just remember that I found peace
Cut me at the very least
Lock me away then throw the key
Throw me where the rivers meets
I won't forget all the memories
And all the things you've done for me
Don't forget all the memories
Its all in your fantasy
Nights like this feel like dreaming
(Feel like dreaming)
Know shit happens for a reason
(For a reason)
Tryna get past all my demons
It's hard being me
But I keep from sleeping
Nights like this feel like dreaming
(Feel like dreaming)
Know shit happens for a reason
(For a reason)
Tryna get past all my demons
It's hard being me
But I keep from sleeping
Feel like dreaming
For a reason