Too worried to be young
Just old enough to be lost
I wish I could take
The safe way out
And forget what it costs
The innocence of youth
Now dons a bloody mark
You tore me apart
But I did you
So dirty from the start
In the wind that pursues me
The solitude that knew me
The pain that pulls me in
Need something to hope for
And someone to pray for
My sins
Gifted stolen time
Deliver my mind
Hand me a pain to ease
Is it my faith shaken
Or is it taking
Advantage of me
Too broken to be loved
But naive enough to fall
Wish I fit the mold
You paid the price
I still feel a little small
Am I a reflection
Of the way that you behaved
Now riddled with the guilt
Of falling short
Am I weak because I cave
In the wind that pursues me
The solitude that new me
The pain that pulls me in
Need something to hope for
And someone to pray for
My sins
Gifted stolen time
Deliver my mind
Hand me a pain to ease
Is it my faith shaken
Or is it taking
Advantage of me
Absolute ad cautelam
If I run away
Will you let me back in
Are you a soulmate to stay
Gave me all your light
But do you want me in pain
If I can't give you my life?
I long for clarity
But it's drowned in your love
I'm searching for the truth
That you're hiding
In this vacant space above