How did we get here and when does this end?
Wish I could rewind or wish I could forget
When you told me you loved me you said you were sure
Said you wouldn't give up said you wouldn't let go
Been playing it cool to all my friends
That I'm okay I've moved on I said
That I don't feel so damn empty since you left
I'm getting pretty good at this whole pretend
If I could tell her I'd tell her I miss her every night
I'd tell her I love her I still think about her, I'd tell her I lied
'Cause I still need her and I still want her in my life
I'd tell her the words I'd tell her the words I'm fighting inside
I'd tell her the words I'd tell her the words I'd swallow my pride
There's no cure for this feeling I've been here before
A pain in my heart I can't take anymore
I've done all that I can yeah i've tried it all
Horoscopes, crystals, tarots and more
There's nothing I can do to make this end
This feeling of guilt, remorse, regret
I just wish I could go back or could forget
But I'm getting pretty good at this whole pretend
If I could tell her I'd tell her I miss her every night
I'd tell her I love her I still think about her, I'd tell her I lied
'Cause I still need her and I still want her in my life
I'd tell her the words I'd tell her the words I'm fighting inside
I'd tell her the words I'd tell her the words I'd swallow my pride