JC - Midnight Lyrics

Growing up I'd didn't think I'd make it thru all of this shit
Mama gettin mad tried to kick me right out of the crib
Tryna think right just imagine a nigga was rich
House up in the hills yeah that's how a nigga would live
I wanna live life but I'm not tryna live it like this
Had hoop dreams then I saw that they didn't exist
Yeah I made mistakes nigga I was just being kid
Had to take risks nigga that's how we making it big
That's how we reaching our goals
That's how we feeding our kids
That's how we making it home
Mama so proud of her kids
Sometimes you win and you lose
Sometimes you take and you give
Sometimes I feel like I do
Sometimes I feel like I did
Smoking to help with the stress
Played me they think imma fool
God putting me to the test
So I'm just keeping it cool
I know that I'm not like the rest
They mad that I'm telling the truth
I feel like I'm wasting my time
I'd much rather spend it with you
I feel so under pressure I ain't tryna let phase me
After all the things done and baby I ain't talking lately
God I can't be no failure i won't let my momma hate me
I don't care about the fame I just wonder where it'll take me
I've always stayed the same I ain't let nobody change me
Dropped out of college i ain't think I was gonna be shit
Always shoot your shot how gonna find out if you miss
All these things I got I just want to be able to give
Losses that I took I just want to be able to win
Buy my mom a house cause of the things she did
I'm staying true to me nigga how could I ever forget
But when I put my trust you I don't think wasn't very smart
When I was younger momma told me that I'd always be a star
And lately all my niggas they be goin through it
And when they see me on the gram they be so influenced
And Everything I say is facts and you know its proven
And I don't even hoop but a nigga ball hard
I ain't ever been a rookie started off a all star
I be working everyday I won't ever call off
I be working everyday I won't ever fall off
And I'm sorry for the late nights
All the things I couldn't make right
All the work and dedication
Always knew that I would make it
And these niggas always hating
I don't care about what they saying
And its dreams that I been chasing
I don't care bout being famous