boys don't cry Video (MV)

Please don't break me
Don't break me
We're falling, falling
Falling, Falling
Please don't leave me
Don't break me
We're falling, falling
Falling, falling
Anybody hear these words?
You hear me crying out?
I need help
I just wanna find peace and heal from all the wounds that caused me to be traumatized and unwell
For real
I'm losing it now
Got back in my shell
Feel like I'm being taken to hell
I'm locked in a cell
In tears, I'm never not overwhelmed, woo
God, why'd You let me feel this way?
You say You want me to be free and get away from my pain
But feeding my shame don't seem to be workin'
And now I'm contemplating everything 'cause I don't know if I can take another day
In my room, I'm on my knees and I pray
My head buried in the ground so You can't see my face
They say You give and take away, You're only taking away though
And why I'm even praying if You don't hear what I pray for?
I'm all alone
I'm on my own
They see my face
And say it's fake
'Cause boys
Boys don't cry
So why am I the only one who feels no peace?
Come save me please
Please don't break me
Don't break me
We're falling, falling
Falling, Falling
Please don't leave me
Don't break me
We're falling, falling
Falling, falling
Yeah, it's tough living life looking around and seeing my friends and how they got it all together
It makes me feel a little more than feeling under the weather
'Cause I'm the only loner barely breathing, feeling the pressure
It's like I see the way they're happy, and wish they couldn't heal
But I don't mean it like my love for them is not still concealed
I just wish a single person out there felt what I feel
So I could know it's not just me that's out there breaking the wheel
And I have spiraled one too many times and broken the plan
It wasn't supposed to be this way, but still I chose how I ran
I'm living jealous that my brothers smile, 'cause I know I can't
I'm turning more into a child the more I turn to a man
The way I'm seeing what I feel, it's all just anger and strife
Even though I know my choices always come with a price
I still convince myself I'd rather live inside of a knife
And sit in tears instead of happiness the rest of my life, 'cause
I'm all alone
I'm on my own
They see my face
And say it's fake
'Cause boys
Boys don't cry
So why am I the only one who feels no peace?
Come save me please