Falling Video (MV)

I'm falling
I'm falling
I'm falling, I'm caving
I'm sad but I don't say it
I'm bawling, I'm breaking
I try but I cant face it
So I'm stalling, I'm fading
I hide it, can't erase it
Now I'm drawing, a blank and
My mind is so persuasive
Yeah, it's calling, it's taking
Me, making me ashamed of me
This hatred in my veins
It is shaping, recreating me
Degrading and forsaking me
Now all I feel is vacancy
Inside my soul, inside my heart
I'm broken and I'm torn apart
I'm falling

I'm falling apart (Can't fix me)
I'm falling, I'm falling apart (Bad history)
I'm calling, nobody picks up (They ditched me)
Nobody gives a f*ck (Don't miss me)
I'm all alone and I'm stuck (When I'm history)
Problems all aboard and I sunk (Don't miss me)
I'm falling, I'm falling apart (When I'm history)
I'm falling, I'm falling apart

Tryna hold it all together
I'm so tired, sick, and weathered
I'm just tryna find a shelter
Swear the days before were better
But I never could have anticipated
All the pain that I'd be facin'
Sunny days just turned to rain and
Got me reachin' for medication
Got me readin' them revelations
Gospel preachin' the end of days and
God I need you 'cuz I see Satan
I'm a train wreck, non complacent
I'm so faithless, I can't take it
God I'm beggin' come and save me
God I'm beggin' come and save me

I'm falling apart (Can't fix me)
I'm falling, I'm falling apart (Bad history)
I'm calling, nobody picks up (They ditched me)
Nobody gives a f*ck (Don't miss me)
I'm all alone and I'm stuck (When I'm history)
Problems all aboard and I sunk (Don't miss me)
I'm falling, I'm falling apart (When I'm history)
I'm falling, I'm falling apart

Where do you go, when you got no one to turn to
Where do you run, when the tunnel visions blurred
Who am I 'sposed to call on, when nobody will answer
I just miss the days that were always filled with laughter
Yeah I still tell jokes, but that's 'cuz they make me smile
Takes the pain away for a moment at a time
Look into my eyes, you can see the pain inside
Take a look at Robin Williams and you'll understand why
Why I'm

I'm falling apart (Falling apart)
I'm falling, I'm falling apart (Falling to pieces)
I'm calling, nobody picks up (Nobody picks up)
Nobody gives a f*ck (Nobody gives a f*ck)
I'm all alone and I'm stuck (Yeah I'm stuck)
Problems all aboard and I sunk (Yeah I sunk)
I'm falling, I'm falling apart (Falling apart)
I'm falling, I'm falling apart (Falling to pieces)
I'm falling, I'm falling apart
I'm falling, I'm falling apart