reputation Video (MV)

You know it's all the same
Tryin' to live in this game
My life's just all mistakes
I feel like I'm insane
And maybe I am just a crazy boy that thinks he's got people that love him
But deep down he knows that no one's gonna stay for all the struggles
I always thought I was the only one that hated myself
They never loved me from the start
And now I'm seein' somethin' else
I am broken apart
I see the sun is shinin' on me, but I just that it would fall
I just wish I had somebody to answer my calls
I don't why my life would leave me in charge, uh
I would break my bones and break my heart
Would smash my teeth for a fresh start
A tender sense of peace a sliver of hope
If it's the end for me, to Hell I'll go
I don't know who you are
Got chains all on my back and I just wish someone could take them off
Up again, down again
Spin away out of sin
Breakin' in, takin' it
Pray the shame never lives
You know it's all the same
Livin' in my shame
Never change, I would never change
Never break, it won't ever break
Cryin' out for ya everyday
I'm exhausted, now I'm bleedin' out
They look at me and they wonder how
I could ever have a struggle now
I had built reputations that I never loved, tryna fish 'em out
You see all the things that I got in my grasp
All of the prizes I got from the past
All of these blessings that fell in my lap
And then you still ask what you think I'm depressed about
And maybe I am just a crazy boy that thinks he's got people that love him
But deep down he knows that no one's gonna stay for all the struggles
I always thought I was the only one that hated myself
They never loved me from the start and now I'm walking down to hell