Jcam - therapeutic Lyrics

Go back again when I
Think way too much and I invent a cycle of shame in my heart again
One that spirals every day and never has an end, uh
Maybe that's why I still have some friends
'Cause they don't know yet who I really am, no
If they don't want a lie I'll tell 'em then
I need more help now than I ever did
Lately been talkin' about for the first time
A therapy session for me to get my mind right
Don't know yet if that's somethin' that I wanna try
But my freedom has limits and I don't wanna die
Don't wanna die
Don't wanna die
Scared to live, but scared to lose it, I don't wanna die, no
But every time I look into your eyes
Somethin' inside me helps me feel alive
Wonder if there'll be a next time
Know I haven't been the best guy
Hope to catch a breeze one day and find peace, so maybe next time I can cross the next line
I see your face when my decisions play effect on the way that I love you
Makes you disappointed
But, you know I don't enjoy it
There's just no outlets for me anymore for happiness, so I'm acting reckless
Keep telling me I need help, trust me, I already noticed
I've never felt the way I'm feeling now
You may never be the same again
But, we can still be friends
'Cause we still want you to exist
Because the love is therapeutic
Ooh-ooh-ooh
Can't you feel the love?
Can't you feel the love?
Oh-woah-oh